6 January 2012, 11:29 pm
Hi... In November I moved from Texas to California for a fresh start... However things have just not been falling into place. I've been having a hell of a time finding a job and we weren't finding a place. Our relationships its self though was pretty solid... Until his dog died and I was the only "distraction"... He's persuing baseball.. He can pitch with accuracy and skill an avg of 98 miles an hour and he's topped out at 103... His dad talked to him and Rob himself decided he need to drop me at my dad's in Modesto on January 2nd.. last minute no warning or anything... that night we had a heart to heart and I'm honestly ok with him focusing on him especially since he just lost his dog and his dad is willing to fly him all over the country for tryouts.. He kept saying he was going to come back for me and that I meant the world to him ... I gave him my ring and he smiled at me and cried... His head is spinning now and he is so lost... turns out tryouts aren't until june and july so he'll just being going to school. He's trying to push me away but then he'll call back later and say he didn't mean any of it that he does love me and he meant everything he said ... I'm trying to get my shit together and find 2 jobs and my own place in the mean time because in a month I won't have any where to stay... I still love him and he still loves me but he wants to officially break-up on a good note which has happened but it just doesn't feel right. I stil love him and want to be there to support him... So I proposed a long distance relation to him.. I'm in Modesto and he's in Elk grove/Sacramento so it wouldn't be ridiculously long distance but it's still there... I told him to think about it and let me know to take his time... we've been talking to day like normal.. I just don't know how to feel... Help? Input? Opinions? ... Exc.. Please...... Read More »
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